Confess here

MadDude said:

http://i.imgur.com/KADTppt.jpg
im back.

damn , i feel like a couple of tons of weight have been lifted from my shoulders.

i dont like that there isnt even a picture of him on the cover of the ''box'' where the urn is. so ill go back soon only to put a picture of him there. the guy in charge of the crematorium even said that hes going to call me if i dont go soon lol.

feelin good , should have done this earlier but well.. it wasnt the right time!


Edit , by the way ... thanks for the support guys ... and girl!

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MadDude said:

I confess.

i was 11 Yo when my father hung himself.

Never went to the funerals , never went to the cemetery , repressed my anger towards him for 15years.

today im going to see him for the 1st time , just to tell him that i forgive him.

tomorrow i'll be free.

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warRDP said:

I feel you. My mom did the same last year on April 22nd.
Damm hard to don't feel anger towards that decision still.
Really proud of what you accomplish today ����

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MadDude said:

Thanks man , if you ever feel like talking about it , dont be shy and PM me. i know how hard it is to talk about that shit.

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MadDude said:

http://i.imgur.com/KADTppt.jpg
im back.

damn , i feel like a couple of tons of weight have been lifted from my shoulders.

i dont like that there isnt even a picture of him on the cover of the ''box'' where the urn is. so ill go back soon only to put a picture of him there. the guy in charge of the crematorium even said that hes going to call me if i dont go soon lol.

feelin good , should have done this earlier but well.. it wasnt the right time!


Edit , by the way ... thanks for the support guys ... and girl!

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MadDude said:

I confess.

i was 11 Yo when my father hung himself.

Never went to the funerals , never went to the cemetery , repressed my anger towards him for 15years.

today im going to see him for the 1st time , just to tell him that i forgive him.

tomorrow i'll be free.

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warRDP said:

I feel you. My mom did the same last year on April 22nd.
Damm hard to don't feel anger towards that decision still.
Really proud of what you accomplish today ����

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Alain95i4 said:

il y a des journees comme aujourd'hui ou tout ce que j'aurais envie de faire c'est de me saouler solide

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KerplunK said:

Tu veux dire une journée normale alors lol

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Alain95i4 said:

quand un gars qui consomme a peu pres 10 bieres et 1 bouteille de vin par annees dit ca c'est qu'il en a plein le cul solide

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Alain95i4 said:

quand un gars qui consomme a peu pres 10 bieres et 1 bouteille de vin par annees dit ca c'est qu'il en a plein le cul solide

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MadDude said:

Thanks man , if you ever feel like talking about it , dont be shy and PM me. i know how hard it is to talk about that shit.

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XxH3L10SxX said:

I saw my dad for the first time in seven years yesterday, since he tried to put me in jail for life with something he did. Didnt talk to him , dont know what to say really" thanks for the criminal record"????

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