Alex325
New member
To: Everyone.
I feel ashamed of myself for the way I behaved in the last few weeks which I conveyed through the messages I've posted. Even being involved in such a petty argument, whether I was right or wrong, was small and foolish. I am only thankful that my family name isn't revealed to you in any way, for I feel my father wouldn't be proud of me.
Reflecting on it, I can't even fathom why I'd get myself involved in such strife, as if I didn't have enough problems in my real life, outside of this computer. I have compromised my personal integrity, and my morals by behaving so vacantly.... What was I trying to accomplish? Was I trying to prove to myself that I was better than some stranger I'd never even laid eyes on? It was a vain and crass attempt by me to better my perception of self.
So, this is a farewell. I don't think I can do any good around here, especially now. I've just come to realise that this kind of occupation; this staring blankly at a computer screen to update myself on meaningless conversations for which I have no real need was draining me of life experience.
Take whatever meaning will make you happier from this; take no meaning, if that's what you wish. All this to say that you won't be seeing me 'round these parts, anymore.
So long.
regards,
- Alex
I feel ashamed of myself for the way I behaved in the last few weeks which I conveyed through the messages I've posted. Even being involved in such a petty argument, whether I was right or wrong, was small and foolish. I am only thankful that my family name isn't revealed to you in any way, for I feel my father wouldn't be proud of me.
Reflecting on it, I can't even fathom why I'd get myself involved in such strife, as if I didn't have enough problems in my real life, outside of this computer. I have compromised my personal integrity, and my morals by behaving so vacantly.... What was I trying to accomplish? Was I trying to prove to myself that I was better than some stranger I'd never even laid eyes on? It was a vain and crass attempt by me to better my perception of self.
So, this is a farewell. I don't think I can do any good around here, especially now. I've just come to realise that this kind of occupation; this staring blankly at a computer screen to update myself on meaningless conversations for which I have no real need was draining me of life experience.
Take whatever meaning will make you happier from this; take no meaning, if that's what you wish. All this to say that you won't be seeing me 'round these parts, anymore.
So long.
regards,
- Alex