I'm stuck like glue to her, still living the event, vibrating her to keep her awake and her not responding or looking at me, stuck in my head. At that point I was asked by the staff to talk to her and not let her dose off. We got all our life and love invested into this little person, everything we do is based on them being happy, we love them so much and to think you might lose your little one, it's so stressful! I wouldn't be able to live if I lost her! My wife is pregnant, it was a lot of stress for her, praying she holds on to the baby. I'm beat up, kinda crashed today, too much stress! I had to go read all the labels in the store, get an idea of what is not safe for her. Like said before by the members of MR. Thank god it's not a peanut allergies, that stuff is so widely used, it would be hell. We gave her peanuts at my parents place not long ago, ready to hit the hospital if she had allergies, all went well and we let our guard down after. I learned that it might happen with anything, always be ready! if you think it won't happen to your child, you will get caught off guard! Heck we tested peanuts being ready for it and got caught off guard with kashews!
Thank you for the support! I will do my best to get the word out to new parents and general public!