Im bipolar type 1
Even if all the medication they give you , sometime you wake up and dont want to live for absolutely no reason . Thats fucked up... the night before you were having the time of your life and 7 hours later you fell like blowing your brain out ... But when I feel like this .. I remember that in fact I have no reason to feel like this and its juste the illness making me feel like this . its kind of help . but still .. its like being on drugs all the time . you are high for a month or so , you think you can do everything , you are the king , than like any drugs ... the party is over and major depression starts .